Friday, July 30, 2010

Project 365 d-211

     Just outside the entrance to the place I work is a beautifully aged curb and I make eye contact with it everyday I'm at work. Often I will stop and just study it before heading inside the building, or when I am leaving it. On many occasions I have stood over this peeling, mustard colored curb and photographed. It has been the start of some really good conversations as people who are coming and going ask me what I'm doing. That's usually a challenge to quickly explain what I see and by the time I get to the why they have that "I'm so sorry I asked" look in there eyes. On occasion, I have attracted and conversed with those who appreciate the process and my attempt to extract art from such a seemingly strange place. Conversation when I am photographing can be very distracting, but I have learned that I usually cannot photograph in a public place without being chatted up by curious souls. Thankfully, I have managed to strike a balance between the two by not staying too long in one place if I can help it. Clearly some subject need more time and exploration, but I'm learning that my first reaction to my subjects are often the purest and the best. Sort of like when you were a kid and everyone on your block plays a game together and it was just the best time. Try as you may the magic of that day can really never be duplicated or relived no matter how hard you tried.

     Mostly I have come away disappointed from the results of my sessions. Still, I have enjoyed gazing down upon this surface as if it was a map. Maybe because I enjoy the study of Western Civilizations that it appeals to me, and I imagine and old world map complete with territories and bodies of water. There would be more colors of course it it were; however, I let my imagination run free. Plus, I feel strongly that there is art here, and I'm fascinated by the way art appears on the surfaces we all walk on day in and out. In fact, some of the best photographs I have created have been from simply looking down at the ground. Amazing things dwell beneath our feet and between the steps we take to make our lives complete. Each coming and going takes us near unvisited galleries that long for a passing glance. The mysterious, the decaying, life's flotsam and jetsam all waiting, and hoping for a chance. If your gaze should find them they may fill your heart to overflowing, and with time and healing you'll be better for the knowing.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-210

     This is the kind of image that I love to make. Black and white, land and water mixing together under a cloud filled sky. On my lunch break tonight, I headed out as I often do to harvest some images. As I pulled up near the river, I found the water was covering the road. As soon as I stepped out of my vehicle, I saw this and Pavlov's bell began ringing. I get jittery and nervous as I hurry to capture it before it gets away. My fear is that the light will suddenly change and the small window of time will be lost forever. The scene looked surreal to me like it was the marriage of two worlds for the purpose of photography. It wasn't until later that night in my studio that I got to fully appreciate what I had captured that day. The image just came alive before me as I sat alone in my darkened studying my days work. Not unlike a puzzle the image was part mystery to behold. Even though I knew its secret it still threatened to trick my eyes as I stared at it.

     There are times when I just know that I know there is magic within the frame. Today was one of those days, and it just fills me with a deep satisfaction knowing that this image would have perished had I not started Project 365. It was there to one degree to another days before I saw it and would probably be there a few days after today, but I picked it when it was ripe. One of my mentors agreed with me that it looked like "Uelsmann" and I do love his work even though I was not trying to emulate him. Can one simply get lost in one days work? If only this image were a portal into a world unbound by the constraints of time where natural light could be moved about at will like furniture being moved across a room. Another one of my mentors once told me that "Artists move from Oasis to Oasis on their journeys, and to make sure to stop and drink deeply because you never know when the next one is coming". He was right, and today I am drinking my fill while praying to God that there are more Oasis' like this one not far down the road.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-209

     Out driving near sunset this evening and discovered a new part to a familiar park. Quite simply, I had just never bothered to take this road as I assumed it was just another way to access the lake. Assumptions are very powerful and in this case they had robbed me of seeing two beautiful fields full of wild flowers. I'm quite sure that during the day they would be filled with butterflies, bees and all kinds of wild life. With the sun now slipping below the trees this arrangement of purple flowers caught my eye. It's called "Rough Blazing Star" and is a native flower to this state. The light had faded just enough that I decided to use a little flash to chase away some shadows that were starting to appear. When I have a chance, I will go back there and fill some memory cards with more of the wonderful wildflowers that God so graciously planted for you and me.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-208

     Black Eyed Susan are very plentiful around my home and they are home to many creatures. It has been a joy to photograph many of the travelers who stop by for a drink of nectar, to rest their wings, or just to admire the beauty for themselves. Today a new visitor could be found amongst the bright yellow petals. After living here for a year, I thought I had seen nearly all there was to see in the way of wildlife, but staring down at this sleepy, green little intruder I could see that I hadn't. There sat a tree frog sunning himself like a tourist in a tropical climate. He seemed completely uninterested in me though he did keep  his eye closest to me open just a bit.

     Not knowing how long he would stay in this mood, I hurried to get my long lens and tripod. Setting up about six feet away; I began taking many photos of him. His throat moved quickly in and out, and all the while he kept that eye open just a bit. At one point I braved reaching in to move a stem and still he didn't move. I filled up one memory card and was going to grab another one when his eye came fully open. His posture changed and he repositioned his suction grip on the flower. I'm not sure if I did something to scare him, but he looked ready to leap. No sooner had that thought entered my mind when he suddenly leaped up on to the side of the house. It was an amazing leap for something that was so small and just sat there pondering his next jump. When I leaned in for a closer look he bounded even higher up on the house to safety. I would do the same thing if a scary giant came toward me too. Assuming I had incredible leaping prowess that is. Suction cups on my hands and feet would do nicely too. Can you imagine the photos I could take with those abilities? Turning back to get my gear, I ventured a backward glance and discovered that he was gone. Where to I couldn't tell you, but maybe he can fly as well. What a great and unexpected photo session I had though. Hopefully he will be back to sun bathe among the Black Eyed Susan again. Forgive me in advance for the frog pun.

Hoppy Shooting.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Project 365 d-207

     When I came home tonight, I headed toward the pool to check the condition of the water and clean out any debris that had accumulated. As soon as I got near the edge, I spotted a dragon fly floating on top of the water.  It seemed this poor little soul had drowned and my heart sank to imagine this majestic insect meeting its end this way. Leaning over the side, I cupped my hands together and scooped out the lifeless flier and gently set it down on the side of the pool. I just stood there and studied it. This is normally not very easy to do as they zoom about like teenagers who are out for their first spin after getting their license. First drive without their parents that is. Sadly, my rescue had been in vain and this little guy would never take to the skies again.

     This will be a good photo opportunity I thought to myself and headed into my studio to get my camera. When I came back over to the side of the pool I could see that he was not there. He had been knocked off the side by a gust of wind and was not sticking to the outside of the pool. A dark shadow formed to his left side like an unfinished police chalk outline. "Perhaps there is a bit of art amidst this tragedy", I thought to myself as I began photographing him. It was hard to see exactly how the shots were turning out because of the glare from the late afternoon sun on my LCD. Many times when I am photographing; I am just doing so based on a feeling. A feeling that something special may reveal itself by further exploration of a subject. Often it bears fruit while other times it just becomes an important part of a bigger process. Sort of like practicing to see the minutia that's all around us everyday.

     As I rocked forward on my heels for a closer shot, I thought I saw a wing twitch. "Was it still alive", I wondered? Then another twitch and this time the it was the other wing. "IT'S ALIVE, I shouted! In the whole big scheme of things; I realize it's just one dragon fly, but I couldn't help feeling happy that it hadn't died. Maybe dragon flies only live for a few months out of the year, or maybe they fly south for the winter; I don't know. Still, I do know that with a little drying off this bug eyed, buzzed would soon be racing through the sky again. With and outstretched finger I touched its legs and it grabbed on. It was very wobbly at first and it looked like he would fall off at any minute. Gently I began to blow drying waves of air across its body hoping that it would help dry him off. I could see his legs making adjustments against the force of my homemade wind, and he was starting to move his front two legs around. Raising my hand with the winged aircraft standing firmly on the narrow runway; I began to photograph him. It was difficult trying to adjust the camera with only one hand free, but I managed to get three shots off. Just as the shutter clicked for the third time a gentle breeze washed across my hand and set him to flight. Just like that he was lifted up into the air and gone. I just stood there for a moment thinking about all that had just happened. My rescue wasn't in vain after all, and I smiled to think of him once again soaring above with his comrades on this lazy summer day. Maybe before the leaves start to signal fall is on the way; one dragon fly will buzz by a little closer than all the others do. Perhaps it will be the same little guy and his fly bye will be his way of saying thanks for the rescue.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-206

     Running very late this afternoon, and I had to hurry off to my daughter's softball game. My wife and family had already gone ahead of me, so I was left to make the trip alone. It was the kind of sunny day where white, cotton candy clouds dare you to worry as they float across a peaceful blue sky hoping to put your mind at ease. My mind wasn't at ease though and no blue sky nor any amount of chipper clouds plastered across it seemed able to put me at peace. In fact, I was downright annoyed with life as I hurried down the familiar road. It feels like I'm on a wild ride that I cannot get a break from. Every time I try to exit toward the comfort of stable ground it begins, churning, spinning, and tosses me back into my seat again. It is mostly of my own making I suppose. Somehow I have learned to allow "Stress Monkeys" to climb aboard my once straight posture while they cling to and poke me with their dirty, little worrisome fingers. They howl as they pound on my back and scream into my ear. Each one demanding that I examine their petitions over and over again until my stomach boils; and I feel like a giant is carrying me around with my head lodged between his thumb and forefinger.

      Something on the side of the road caught my eye, but by the time I could look it was already past me. Looking back out the through the window, I could see a rolling pasture full of lazy cows chewing on juicy grass. "That looks really peaceful", I said to myself as I pulled over and stopped. "Well you don't have a photo of the day yet", I thought. As I began to turn around and head back for a closer look at the pasture; I could hear the "Stress Monkeys" began to wail, and demand that I continue on. I had to go stand in front of those lazy cows because I suspected there was more than just a photograph to be gleaned from doing so. As soon as I stood parallel to them, it struck me at just how peaceful everything seemed, and I wanted to capture that feeling. Not necessarily for a daily photo, but also I needed to witness something simple. Through my viewfinder the grazers were just standing there content to be under that sky with a mouth full of green blades and firm ground under their hooves. While I wasn't envious of the content of their lunch; I did wish that I could be that content. As I snapped a photo it hit me. The  reason that I was now standing still at this very moment was because I had disobeyed the "Stress Monkeys" and decided to stop. "STOP", I shouted at the top of my lungs! "Scott just give yourself permission to stop and graze like these damn beasts do", I screamed into the air. I have forgotten how to relax. To disconnect, disengage, and disembark from the un-essentials in life, so that I can better connect, engage, and embark in the essentials of life. What I needed was to chew my cud under a crystal blue sky blanketed with cotton, candy clouds just like those barbeque bound bovines! For the moment, the "Stress Monkeys" were gone as now wielded my cud chewing talisman before them. Looking down at my watch as I drove on to the game; I knew I was going to be a little late, but also a little wiser.

Happy chewing.

Project 365 d-205

     Headed out after work to the build site for my parents new home. My hope had been to get inside to look around and perhaps find a photo waiting to be harvested. As it turns out, everything was locked up tight except for the back door that I could see was open through the front window. "Ill just go around to the back and get in that way", I thought. So around the side of the garage I went toward the back of the house. About ten steps into my ill advised journey; I saw that my shoes were starting to sink into the mud. Not really bad, but enough that I considered turning around. Being too smart for my own good; I kept right on going. All I had to do was just step light and take my time and the mud would be vanquished. A few more steps, and I would be at the back corner of the garage a victory would be mine. Looking down at my feet; I noticed that it now appeared as if I was wearing big, brown snow shoes. "You've come this far, so don't turn back now", I chided myself. Two more steps and I came to a stop directly at the back corner of the garage. "What a mess you moron", I scolded myself. Still, like a General returning to formerly surrendered ground; I continued forward with a single step toward the door. What happened next should have been filmed to seventies "disco" music, and it would make for a great instructional video for wives to order their husbands from cable TV. Perhaps it would help make us men understand that when our wives call us geniuses, they don't really mean it. As my right foot slid sideways it sank into the brown, soggy mess while my left foot slid backwards. All the while my swinging arms made me look like a six foot windmill with blades missing. KC and the Sunshine Band comes to mind. "That's the way, uh huh, uh huh I like it, uh huh, uh huh"!

     At this point, I just wanted to keep from falling into the muck and it's worth mentioning that all of my camera gear is around my neck and shoulders while my legs were scissored apart. My pride and my clothes could stand the garden house while my gear could not. Summing strength from muscles that were thought lost after mankind stopped chasing free range chickens to feed their cave clans; I began to use my arms as skillfully as a tightrope walker above a life stealing canyon. Slowly at fist, but with determination I willed my legs back toward each other with the aid of my balancing limbs and into a firm stance. As a proud warrior, I straddled the vanquished mud, as I flicked off some of its flesh from my right foot. Turing back around, I traveled back toward safety within the footprints of the fool who had gone before me. A ridiculous laugh came over me as I looked down at my feet encased in gooey mud. It occurred to me that even if I had made the door; I would have tracked this slop all through the house. So now what? It didn't take long to answer that as I noticed a fore lorn cement mixer staring at me. On top of it was all of this wonderful history just waiting to be photographed. In an instant my genius was at work again and I began to climb on it for a shot from above. Across the street, my parents new neighbors were surely watching me trying to decide if they should call the Police or an Ambulance. I had to get above it or there would be not shot. There wasn't a ladder in sight, so climb it I did. From the top looking down it was even more beautiful than I thought. The faded paint, the oxidation, and the remnants of cement all forming a fine-art piece. It was a worthy exploration even though my footing only allowed me a few shots. It was enough for today, and it was time for this genius to hit the road, and then the hose.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-204

     Today this storm seemed to come out of nowhere and smack us in the face. Within minutes of leaving home to go to work the sky opened up and poured swimming pools of water over any who dared to be outside. Usually I am not one to pull over, but this storm sent me to the side of the road as it was just nearly impossible to see. My lovely wife had just finished a doctors appointment and thankfully she was not out in it. Reaching her on my cell; I told her to stay put and it wasn't safe. The rain let up enough after a few minutes to allow me safely back on the road, but it wasn't long before huge bolts of lighting began to light up the darkened sky. They seemed to be hitting really close and a couple of them made me talk like a sailor for a minute as I was talking to my wife. Beyond being scared out of my mind, I really wanted to photograph the lightning as I had never done so successfully before. When I pulled into the parking lot it was still raining hard enough that I delayed getting out. Rolling down my window as low as I could; I set up for a bulb exposure and waited. Basically that means that the shutter stays open till I let go of the button. Try as I may, I could not seem to time it correctly. Every time I would let go then it would lightning. So I just went to a long exposure and decided to play a guessing game. Randomly pointing toward where the lightning had been I clicked the shutter and waited. Bam!!! I got one and screamed like a banshee in celebration of my first lightning photo. Reviewing the shot told me that I had moved and it was not right. Undeterred, I kept trying until a few minutes later I scored again as I pointed my camera at the sky. This time I didn't move, and I considered it a keeper worthy of a daily photo. It is dark and gloomy with an unintended vehicle driving through my frame, but I like the way it looks and it is what it is.

Happy Shooting. 

Project 365 d-203

     Another light study at work as my schedule would not allow me the time to farm during the day. It's not a complaint, though I do wish I had more time in picking my daily subjects. At some point in the future when Project 365 is published; I will be exploring light painting/ lights studies singularly. It has such potential for the creation of abstract art, or non representational art. As a project unto itself, I will have the flexibility to explore this broad subject without the constraints of a daily time limit. The time limit I have been living under has been good for me thought and it has helped me to be more disciplined in my shooting. This shot is a result of waving the camera  in front of empty shelving with a long exposure while waiting to leave work. While there is no particular meaning to it; I do love the bold red color, the diagonal lines, and the life force the emanates from it.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-202

     Tonight I had to head into town for a quick trip to the store. One thing I have learned about living in the country is that you really have to plan ahead when shopping. It seems like we are always running out of something when nobodies in town. Still, all I need to do is survey my land, listen the sounds of the birds, and smell the flowers to make these small grocery runs seem trivial. My oldest road with me for some company and I also brought my camera because I still hadn't photographed yet. Plus, I hoped this would be a good chance for her to see me actually creating for Project 365. At times, I don't think she fully grasps what I'm doing, so my hope is that seeing the process would make it more real for her. She has some artistic talent that hasn't seemed to go in any specific direction, and I want to make sure she gets a spoonful of everything off the menu.

     After a short trip inside the store, we headed outside to load the groceries and leave. The sky is beautiful this time of night as Twilight spreads out is vast, translucent blanket as darkness' opening act. It occurred to me that it was a good time for a light study, and I would let her pick out the subjects. After explaining to her what we were going to do, she excitedly started pointing out subjects to me as we drove out of the parking lot. "Look at that Daddy", she'd squeal! Turning the camera around for her to see the light painting on the LCD screen just made her shout out more targets even quicker. "What about that", she said? "Oh, look over there, Dad", she demanded! In the rear view mirror; I could see her eyes sparkle and her amazing smile lit by the glow of the magic come to life on the screen before her. She continued to play spotter for me until all the lights faded as we left the bright city behind us. It feels like I'm the luckiest father on the face of the Earth to have shared these moments with my daughter.

     In my mind, I hoped for a solid image to use for today's photo, but I wouldn't trade a million good photos for what we experienced tonight. Father and daughter making art together after grocery shopping. How cool is that?  Among the many things I'm trying to teach her is that Art is everywhere all the time. Sometimes it's ripe and ready to be harvested, while other times it needs to be cultivated, or mixed together with other elements for a killer Art dish. Tonight with her help there is a good photo meal to share. Secretly, I want her to be an image farmer like me, but most of I hope that she will always have a hunger for Art. For as surely as food sustains the body; Art sustains the soul.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-201

     What a spectacular sunset tonight. It seems that I'm still surprised by what happens when the sun really goes down. Seeing it I think "Oh yea, that's what happens just a bit after the sun disappears from the sky". Thankfully the sun and sky were gracious enough to put on such a show this evening as my time was short. At my daughters softball game with all the light gone; I gratefully pointed my camera at the sky and feasted. There were some distractions near the bottom and I couldn't get the full force of what I was seeing, but I'm happy with what I was able to get. Just a thought about how awesome God is, till the end of time there will never be another sunset just like this one. This one was chosen as today's for reasons I cannot pretend to know, but I'm thankful for the eyes to witness. Thank you God for this design from your heart poured out into the heavens filled with your precious art. From a palette that is overflowing, created with love that is ever growing, your brush paints "I love you across the canvas sky". So I frame and hang it in the halls of my soul, studying your work, to emulate you is my goal.  May I bring you honor with each frame that I take, glory to you and your Son with each photo I make. Though my name may never be featured in lights, may my intentions be pure with heaven in sight. Amen.


Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-200

     At a softball game tonight out of town and I managed to sneak off to squeeze off a few frames. It had been raining earlier, but cleared enough to get out my camera and head down the road. At first, a crop duster had caught my attention, and I got out my long lens to try and catch him. As it turns out, he was too fast for me and my fumbling through my gear. Still, down the road it appeared that he was working an area of the field that I could follow him to. So, taking my youngest with me we headed down the road to explore and hopefully get closer to that plane for a daily photograph.

     The unfamiliar, dusty road we took lead us right by the fair grounds and I turned into the driveway of a seemingly abandoned old house. Suddenly, the crop duster lost my interest as I got out to get a better look at the house. Off to the right were two small buildings at the edge of a field. The clouds were huge and helped create a very dramatic sky over the field. Tucked away in the far right corner was the smallest hint of a rainbow and I quickly pointed it out to my daughter. "Ohhhhhhh", she said. Her response was near what I expected. "Too bad I wasn't down here earlier", I thought. "It may have been much bigger just a little while ago", I said to myself. Still, it's there now and I got moving on setting up my tripod before it slipped away entirely. It doesn't show up that well in this photo, but over all it still adds to it. What can you do? This project has taught me that you never know what you will see, and you don't always see everything in its entirety. Being ready is the key. Always be looking for magic and anticipate it if you can. Today I was just fortunate to catch a glimpse of God's covenant in the sky, and part of a rainbow is better than none at all right?

Happy Shooting.

Status Update.

     Well tomorrow is day 200 of Project 365, and I have a wide range of feelings about what I've created thus far. Many images I still look at in disbelief, and wonder if I really created them. On the other hand, there are a hand full of images that tempted me to stop Project 365 all together. Truly, I agonized over them feeling like I had missed the mark, and I wanted to quit. Thankfully, I can say I'm glad I didn't give in and kept it going. As day 200 stares me in the face; I can look at the this project in its entirety with a sense of satisfaction that can only be supplanted by capturing day 365. So, with one hundred and sixty-six days left I give myself a B+ for what I have created so far. Thanks for following along.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-199

     I know my father was feeling the same way this photo makes me feel when looking at it. Off balance and out of control. The poor fellow had a roof with three layers of shingles on it and it was contributing to a cracking foundation due to all the weight. My suspicion was that  my dad yearned to be able to be up there tackling this issue himself and not having to count on anyone for help. He is a problem solver, a jack of all trades, and his armory of tools is a testament to this. Still, all of this could not make up for the number of years that shown now in his face and hands. The slight angle which his shoulders tilt toward the ground as if the very Earth was attempting to pull him down and claim this task-warrior. How it must feel to only be a spectator of a game that he so loved and secretly wonders if he can still play. My dad has always been in love with the process of working. Not so much for the competed task, but knowing that completed tasks lead to the start of others. He has lived his life in that dimension and his conversation is never far from musing about how he did this, or how he did that. Sweetly, even his mannerisms reveal swiftly moving arms and hands that could just as well be swinging hammers, or grasping tools in the throws of a hectic project. After no call backs from a few roofing contractors and one that acted like a used car salesman he was ready to just do it himself. Disgusted he said, "I'll just do it a little at a time and if it takes a while then it takes a while"! Who was I to tell him no? That would be on par to commanding the wind not to blow. Fortunately, his neighbor's brother works for a roofing company and suggested my dad talk to him about doing the job. Reluctantly, as if one more chance for home improvement glory was about to slip away, he decided to let him tackle the job. They agreed on a price, set a date to start and soon that day came. So it was that the Master allowed a stranger to walk where he shouldn't and do what he couldn't. 

     The sun was artistically placed in a blue sky with clouds that seemed content to wander in streaks rather than gather together en mass. As I pulled into his driveway; I could already see the angst registering across his face as his swinging arms gestured to any empty roof. It was a cross between playing air drums and air band conductor, but this was no time to let a smile sneak across my face. "He said he would be back at one o'clock. It's well after that now, and I haven't heard from him", he huffed. I just let him talk, and jam on the drums. As the solo continued amidst declarations of "If you want something done, you have got to do it yourself"; I noticed the black, shingle-less roof contrasted against the blue sky. Sensing an opportunity to photograph and excuse myself from the concert; I slipped in a question. "Do you want me to photograph what he has done so far", I queried? The swinging arms stopped. "You could", he replied, invisible tools still at the ready. Without hesitation, I grabbed my gear and began photographing the roof against the sky. After a few frames, I began to tilt the camera and loved the way it looked. Suddenly, it occurred to me that this is similar to how he must be feeling right now. Out of control, off balance, and in unfamiliar territory. After about twenty frames the roofer returned to start where he had left off, and I put my camera away. My dad seemed to be relieved that he had returned, but fixed his attention to the every move of the man on his roof.

     It was sad that I couldn't share what I noticed with him. The juxtaposition of the unfinished roof against a perfect sky, as well as that of placing his trust in a process he couldn't control. He wouldn't understand and I fear he might think I was poking fun of him if I dared to share this with him. I just stood there for a while watching him watching the roofer work where he wished he could be. "I love you Pops", I told him breaking the silence. "I love you too, son", he replied still looking up at his roof. I patted him on the shoulder and told him I had to get going. With that we exchanged goodbyes; I loaded my gear and left for home. As I drove home, I thought how hard it was to see this proud man so full of anxiety and longing for his boots to be the ones walking across that precious surface. His hands to be laying the protective shingles after a perfect measurement, and the shock-like fix of the air nailer traveling up his arm into his brain. He is studied in the art of home improvement and he deserves respect for his body bares the lessons he has learned and the projects he has tamed. Gnarled hands, leathery skin, and a sinewy can do Irish frame. He is a Master, but more importantly he is my dad.

Project 365 d-198

     Thought I felt a 70's magazine/movie feel to this shot. A warm, slightly muddy photo complete with sun spots, but missing the Hippies. After a nice long conversation with my artist-sister, she told me it looked more like an album cover. She is right, and I should have thought of that. After all, being the youngest child and old enough to snoop; I'm sure I did plenty of that through her things, including records albums during the seventies. If you were to ask her; I'm sure she would remember one particular thing. More vivid though was our fathers reaction when I sought his help in identifying it. What a coincidence that this photo is of a weed. I'll let you figure what the connection is on that one. Don't worry she never joined a Reggae band.

Happy Seventies.

Project 365 d-197

     The Red Admiral was back patrolling in my yard and flower beds again today. Caught him refreshing himself on this Cone flower in the early afternoon. As I said before, they are erratic and I only got off three shots before he filled his tank and was gone. As I looked out toward the ravine in my yard; I could see more of them fluttering around aimlessly. If it were up to me; I could have spent the whole day in pursuit of these docile fliers, but I had to go to work. Photographing butterflies hasn't paid any bills yet, but I will always be photographing till the day I die money or no money.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-196

     Tonight as I waited to leave the building from work; I was again pointing my camera up at the ceiling trying to paint with light. This is a technique that has become very interesting to me, and I'm trying to improve my skills and excel at it. After all, light is everywhere so arguably it is the most available subject. Admittedly, I am a sucker for black and white photography, so the desire to pursue this kind of study is very strong. There is something eerily calm to me about this composition. Not scary but cold and mysterious as if a light wand is being passed over you in an attempt to scan you. Not to take advantage of you, but out of a desire to learn that is birthed out of a quest for knowledge. There is implied movement in the diagonals and the black, negative space creates tension with the cool light. Perhaps it's just a blurry ceiling light above me, but all the artistic babble sounds way better eh?


Happy Shooting.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Status Update

     Still working on Project 365 and today was day 200! Most of my time beyond photographing has been spent trying to get current with each day's writing. Have patience with me as I try to catch up. 

Happy Shooting.

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Project 365 d-195

      It was another hot day today, and the sweat just poured off of me as I snooped around in my back yard. My shift at work didn't end until evening, so I was hoping to fill today's quota with something close by. As it turns out, this Red Admiral was more than willing to help me out. It seems to be quite erratic and creeping up on it proved to be harder than I expected. Each time I would get close, and just as I would raise my lens it wold flutter off just a few feet away. This went on for some time before I got wise to the process. Eventually, I figured out that I should approach it with my lens pointed out instead of down. The sun had just slipped below the trees, so I had to use some flash to brighten it up. My preference is to avoid on camera flash; however, my good flash was in my studio and of no use presently. Thankfully, the flash didn't spook him and I was able to take a few photographs before he departed again, but this time into the trees. While I won't apologize for the quantity of butterfly I have photographed; I have not been seeking them out. As any good photographer knows, "You photograph what you can when you can". So I salute you Mr. Red Admiral sir, and thanks for a few fluttering moments of your time to help my project along.



Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-194

   
     It was very hot all day today and I was not looking forward to photographing much less anything else. The humidity wrapped you in a sticky quilt, and threatened to suffocate you in its sweaty embrace. Not really a good day for softball game, but my oldest had one out of town, so on the road me and family went. As it turned out, it was a good drive because I had not been so far on this road in quite some time. It felt good to see the old, familiar landscape again and it brought me back to to where I was in my life the last time it had rolled by my window. There wasn't much that was new to behold, but in a way it really was new. Now I was viewing all of this as a photographer. A photographer who desperately wanted to gather it all into my frame for a long and thoughtful study. The gentle, rolling fields of corn with rows that fell like dominoes as we sped by. A small backwater being stalked by a silent, White Egret under a mostly cloudless, summer sky. A landscape dotted with stoic trees that seemed to be keeping watch over the Earth as it dipped, climbed, and sprinted in all directions. It all seemed alive and waiting to be photographed. Wanting to be photographed. Maybe  there would be a good find out there, and I should look forward to photographing after all. I was just going to have to wait till the game was over to find out.

     The game went by rather quickly which was a good thing considering the unforgiving sun in the nearly cloudless sky. We had sat there on the hard aluminum seats cooking like hot dogs on a rotisserie while these girls tromped around in the dust playing softball. After all the handshakes and pats on the back were exchanged, we gathered up our things and headed back toward home. The drive back home was equally amazing, but this time I sat in the passenger seat to take it all in. Just a few miles down the road there was a huge, old tree on the right side of the road that looked like it would be a good silhouette. As we drew near, I asked my wife to slow down so I could get a better feel for it. I wasn't sure if it was the right subject till we had gotten about twenty feet past it. This tree was now lit from the the front and just looked amazing. My wife must have been able to tell what I was thinking because she asked me if I wanted to stop. "Yes", I said! Grabbing my gear bag from the floor board; I headed out the door into the heat. It still had a sting to it, but it didn't matter now as I was on a mission. This tree was no longer living, but still stood proudly along the road. If for nothing else than for birds to find respite among its leafless branches. It was an old tree; and I found myself wondering what had taken its life, why it hadn't been taken down, and what had it seen in it's life, "Perhaps life and death from its vantage point", I thought. "How many Brides and Grooms driving happily by, and how many racing ambulances carrying injured souls about to depart from this world", I wandered silently. "Maybe it was there before the road", I mused.  Silently, I just stood there in awe of it hoping to do justice to it with my lens and knowing that I would never know the answers to those questions. After climbing back in to the car and driving away; I looked back at it until it grew small and finally disappeared from view. I was sad but thankful for what I had seen and captured that day. "What a good find on such a hot and steamy day", I thought to myself as I reached over to turn up the air conditioning.

Happy Shooting.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Project 365 d-193


     Rain drops began to fall softly from the gray, laden clouds above me. Like little skydivers they leapt from their perches swirling down to crash themselves into the thirsty Earth. We had just set up a new swimming pool the day before, and the floating rings were still sitting lazily on the surface wishing for somebody to fill their center and take them for a spin.  As I was walking from my home to my studio; I noticed how well the rings contrasted against the color of the waters surface, and the way water drops were building upon the rings surface. Quickly, I  retrieved my camera from the studio and walked toward the pool. There were tiny, little splashes hitting the waters surface which created a symphony of circular, watery, ribbons that expanded and rushed away from their point of impact. The drops tapped against the colorful tubes in a percussion like rhythm the way a confident drummer works out a new beat upon the skins. Of the two rings in the water, a yellow one stood out the most against the blue pool and shimmering water. Hundreds of little drops clung to the tubes surface seemingly to have a bit of fun before sliding down to become one with their comrades in the depths below. Tilting the camera slightly, I photographed the tension between the colorful surfaces. My desire was to create a strong line starting on the left side and wrapping around to the left. About twenty frames into my session, it began to rain harder, and I had to wrap it up because my camera was getting wet. For the most part, I'm happy with this composition, but it is a subject that may be worth more exploration in the days ahead. Next time with an umbrella over me.

Happy Shooting.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Project 365 d-192

     Try as I might, I could not get a shot of this beauty with its head outside of these Star Gazers. I was shooting from up on top of my deck looking down at it. It was completely uninterested in me as it feasted on sweet nectar. Its outer wing was covered in Pollen to be carried off when it was ready to taste another flower. There are many butterflies around my home, yet it seems that too often I am unprepared to photograph them. Hopefully that will change as I am in the process of creating a huge Butterfly/Humming Bird garden near the back part of my property. Wild flowers are starting to come up when I checked today and I anticipate that soon they will be blooming. It is a long term project as I have to add a bird bath, stepping stones, a Zen bench, and more plants. When it's all finished, I hope to have an oasis for winged beauties of many different varieties stopping by for some refreshments and a good photo. I love living in the country and you couldn't pay me in a truck load of gold to have to move back to the city. I am truly at home here in my wooded paradise with all that slithers, crawls, creeps, flies, and trots through my slice of Heaven.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-191

     In my up and coming studio there is a small window on the side where I will eventually be photographing clients. Right now there is a white backdrop hanging up and covering the window. Many times I have been struck by the way the late afternoon sun hits it and causing sort of a frame to appear. The window has paint specks on it and it adds something to it by making it look old. Today I began to wonder what it would look like to have a person stand outside to create a nice silhouette. As it turns out, my father was there and I asked for his help. He agreed to help me and went outside to stand by the window.  

     Due to the height of the window; I was unable to see him. So, I grabbed my step ladder and set beneath the window and asked him to climb up a couple of steps till he was in front of the window. When I got back inside, I saw that he was in the perfect position and my intuition about a silhouette was confirmed. Not sure what his reaction would be, I asked him to slump down his shoulders and stick make his chin more prominent. He complied with my request, and I delighted at how the silhouette changed. Without thinking, I said, "Dad, can you please stick out your tongue?" Without saying a word, he flicked it out, and I nearly fell over laughing at how funny he looked. Knowing that I had the picture I needed; I beckoned him back inside and out of the hot sun. I was still smiling as he walked back in as he was wiping sweat from his brow. "Thanks Pops!", I said, trying not to laugh. He just looked at me and smirked not wanting to admit that he had fun being my gueinea pig. It turned out to be more funny than anything else, but I was glad to have tried this idea out. As serious as my Father is, it was good to have this whimsical image of him acting like a goof.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-190

     Walking around at work tonight on my break taking long exposures, this little beauty jumped onto my memory card. I have been really interested in light studies lately thanks to the musings of an Photography Professor. This image was worked on in Photo Shop, but the structure and core of it was already there. I just ran with it feeling my way through as I went. Letting it fill my senses and with each subtle change directing me down a path that felt right. My goal is to not allow post processing to be more important than photographing itself. To use the tools that I have to compliment the process that I am so addicted to. A marriage of process and refinement to birth something wonderful into existence. Visual nutrition for my starving mind to chew on while I try to understand what I am seeing and feeling. I am finding myself more and more everyday as I push farther into this endeavor; and I am starting to get a better idea of what I will see standing on the other shore when I draw my boat in at the conclusion.

Happy Shooting.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Project 365 d-189

     Worked a night shift today, so I used the long drive home to work on some light studies. This is one of my favorite ways to photograph because it is such a mystery as to what you will come up with. I just held my camera on long exposure out the window as I am driving. You really have to be careful to keep your eyes on the road and just let your camera do its thing. At times your camera doesn't have enough light to focus on and that can be frustrating as your ears strain to hear the shutter click and release. Someday I can imagine doing a book project on bizarre light studies. There are so many different subjects to be explored with long exposures, and I can hardly wait to start farming them. "One project at a time." I tell myself as I think about all the ideas starting to pile up before I even finish the first one.

Happy Shooting.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Project 365 d-188

     Found another beautiful Lilly today and decided to make a go at it. Actually the color version turned out pretty well as I made sure to just my tripod due to low light. Still, when I tried the b&w conversion it just looked so succulent and glamorous that I had dropped the color in favor of the b&w. Time was slipping away from me, so I had to work quicker than I had liked. The lack of time as it relates to my daily deadlines is one thing I will not miss outside of this project. Yes it has made me a better photographer, but it has also kept my stomach in knots as well as sending my hairline to nearly behind my ears. Oh wait, that comes from being a parent.

Happy Shooting.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Project 365 d-187

     From a distance I could see my children had been busy with chalk mixed with some water.  Words of lecture about cleaning up messes were already formed and rolling off the assembly line in preparation for launching as I approached their mess. When I got to the area where they had been playing, the words were ready to fly, but they were the wrong words. They didn't need a lecture. They needed a praise for being kids and creating such a magic scene. I just stood there nearly drooling over the all the wonderful marks painted out on the cement canvas. "This is just amazing!" I chided myself at the thought of me lecturing them over this. "Isn't Art supposed to be fun?", I asked already knowing the answer. They had all the answers, and all I had were stern words about cleaning up messes. Right in front of me were  precious footprint tracings, and girly- swirls of pastel chalk drawn by innocent, yet genius hands. It was spectacular to see all this clever design laying before me now, and I hurried to get my camera spitting out the unnecessary words as I went.

     My surprise at finding art just then unnerved me. It was not supposed to jump out at me when I was fully prepared to deliver a fine lecture. It's a proven fact that lectures should not be wasted. Just ask my Father and he will tell you it's true. As I photographed, I could hear my two little artists inside the house watching TV and acting like girls their ages do. They were completely unaware of how tongue tied I was upon seeing their masterpieces. That is so pure. They created all of this not wanting to please somebody else, but out of a simple need to create. It didn't matter what others thought; they just drew with clear minds and hearts. When they were done they just walked away leaving their creation to sit there for anyone who wished to look. What a lesson for me scribbled in sidewalk chalk on the front porch of my home. Create because I need to, share because I want to, and through both become young again. "Thanks girls for the wonderful art, but more importantly for the reminder to create what I like, and not what I think others want to see."

Happy Shooting.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Project 365 d-186

     A really busy day found me without a photo as the evening hours approached. To say the least, I have many irons in the fire and today was just one of those days where my juggling could have used an extra hand. Perhaps on last item to juggle would also work. Thankfully I had two wonderful, and willing little helpers to assist me in finding an image. At about 9:30 p.m.; I knew that I would have to try and create something in the studio with some mood lighting. I wasn't sure what I was going to do, but I was trusting that something would present itself like it usually does. After retrieving a work light from my workshop; I set it on the floor and began to try and direct some light at a chair to see what kind of silhouette it would create. Standing right behind me and peppering me with questions were my two assistants. "Can I sit in the chair Papa" my oldest begged? "Me too, me too" protested my youngest! "You will both have a chance to be in the shot", I reassured them as best as I could. Should I expect anything less from them? They want to create non stop and they see all of this as not only an excuse to stay up late, but to work on an Art project too.

     Starting with my oldest first, I asked her to sit in the chair and turn sideways. My goal was to get a definitive side profile of her and to show some of her personality. It was mildly frustrating as the little starlet kept wanting to turn her head and stare at her projected shadow upon the backdrop. "Sweetheart, please look straight ahead", I told her repeatedly. Shot after shot was taken, and I still wasn't getting what I wanted. Finally she shifted in the chair by bringing her knees up and resting her elbow on the arm rest and putting her hand against her head. "Just like that" I shouted! "Don't move honey, stay just like that" , I implored her. Well to all of you that parents, you might as well say "Go ahead and move all you want". Fortunately, I released the shutter quick enough that I captured the gestalt of her silhouette before she started squirming. Confirming the image on the LCD allowed a wave of relief to wash over me as my Midnight deadline was fast approaching. This made me a little more relaxed as I let my youngest take a swing at sitting in the chair.

     She sat there just as determined as she could to be just like her big Sis. Trying to act older than she was, straightening her back, and raising he chin up as looked of into an imaginary ring of Paparazzi photographers. These comical looks kept crossing her face as she tried to emulate all that she had ever seen on TV of those so-called fabulous, fashion minded Diva's. That sort of thing was not going to show up in her silhouette; however, I wanted her moment in the spotlight to be special, so I just played my part. "You're beautiful", I told her. "Hold that pose", I encouraged. "Perfect", I said! "You're going to be a star", I promised her. It was the best cheesy photographer jargon that I could think of. She didn't seem to mind and just soaked it all up. In the end, my oldest had a more distinct silhouette, and I went with her image. Surprisingly, my youngest took it it stride and seemed happy to have just been a part of what I was doing. Looking at my watch; I saw the little hand was between twelve and one, and hurried them off to bed. "Thanks a bunch for your help girls" I said as they were tucked into bed. Heading back out to the studio, I was happy about the whole experience. Glad that I was able to combine Project 365 and spending time with them. It occurred to me that I had helped nurture this love of creating in them, and it made me happy to know that they were trying to be like me. No matter how this project turns out in the end; they will always be my greatest works of art.

Happy Shooting.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Happy Forth of July!

     I hope everyone had a fun and safe 4th! Just got home from an awesome baseball game and fantastic fireworks. I'm quite sure that I got some great images, and I will share one for today's image as soon as I look them over. Thanks to Ann who works for the River Bandits, for a nice conversation after the fireworks were over. God Bless America.

Project 365 d-185

     Spent the whole evening with my family sitting in the first row of our local Semi-Pro baseball team. We got tickets to attend for the game and fireworks after the game. What a feast for a photographer to be so close to the field and the minutia that goes on during a baseball game. Not just the easy stuff like outfielders sprinting to catch determined balls from becoming a home run, but it's much more than that. I am watching for that telling look on a players face after a spectacular catch. The adjustment of a sacred Crucifix that was just caressed before it's tucked behind their jersey again. Players interacting with the crowd and just being themselves as they live out their dreams on that grass field. Usually, I can count on the stares of those sitting around me as they watch the tall man with the big lens. Often their stares lead to questions. "Are you shooting for the paper", they query? "That sure is a big lens you have there" they say. "Getting any good shots" they ask? It would be a lie to say that this doesn't make me feel a little good when they fire the question canon. Mostly, I just try to go unnoticed, so I can search for the happenings within the happenings.

     With long lens in hand; I sat there trying to decide what to concentrate on. The light was fading quickly now, so I chose to photograph light and movement. The challenge was to keep in understandable enough so that the sport would be recognized. It was really dark now, and I hoped that I could hide some of the digital noise within the motion blur. Close to where I was sitting was the bullpen overflowing with eager pitchers who all seemed to throw extra hard trying to  prove they deserve to get the nod. Switching to my medium zoom; I was able to get some really good shots of them warming up. Taking a quick peek at my LCD confirmed that the noise was being controlled by the blur. The starting pitcher was pulled, and I only watched the first relief pitcher as he trotted out to the mound. Sadly, he was pulled as a fly ball landed on the wrong side of the outfield fence. As the next relief pitcher got the nod, I followed him with my lens the whole way to the mound and today's image is the result of that. I turned the camera slightly to put it off balance and to try and divide the filed  in half diagonally. It is a good motion blur which allows the viewer to understand the subject, but is more interesting than a crystal clear, frozen moment. I'm glad that I followed him to the mound as he was the last pitcher to go into the game.

     They made the announcement that the fireworks were going to start, so I got into position for the coming light show. Really I was too close to the action to get it all in with my medium zoom, so I moved up the steps to the very top to get a wider shot. Standing up there was an employee who was stopping people from moving too far toward the outfield where they were lighting them off. It wasn't until the final explosion in the sky of Patriotic light started to fade that she approached me. "Are you doing this as hobby, or is this your job", she asked? "Well its a hobby that has turned into a job" I explained to her. She graciously listened to me as I explained to her all about my project and gave her the site address. We also talked about her photography, and I encouraged her to keep shooting with whatever she had available to her. It was a quality conversation, and I appreciated her interest in what I was doing. I felt good about all of the nights activities, the smells, the sights, and the sounds of America's past time right before my eyes. It was quality time spent with family among like minded people, who were there to eat hot dogs, nachos, and watch Baseball. Thank you to all of you that have blessed this great nation with your military service. For spending countless hours away from the people you love in harms way, so that we can be with ours in safety. Thank you that while you wander around strange parts of the world watching with a gun; I can wander around strange parts of my world watching with a lens. God Bless you and God save America.

Happy Forth of July.

Project 365 d-184

     The night before the forth of July and my home was full of family and friends in a pre-celebration of our Nations Independence. It was a time of great food and great fellowship. The weather was good and I was looking forward to some firework antics when it got dark. Tucked away in my basement were a big stash of fire crackers from years past. Living in the city made it a little hard to use them, but this year I live in the country. After grabbing a large bag; I stuffed it full and headed back upstairs to get busy with my plans.

     My nephew was sitting at the table when I came outside. He is at the perfect mischievous age for fire crackers, and I planned to let him share in the fun as well. First, I casually walked over to the blazing fire pretending to inspect it. As I stood there gazing into the flames; I slyly slid my hand into my pocket and pulled a big pack of boomers. After taking a quick look around to make sure nobody was watching; I tossed the pack into the fire and quickly stepped away. Smirking as I went back toward the tables, it sounded like somebody was opening up with a machine gun, and all the ladies shrieked at the sound. I couldn't help but chuckle at them for their reaction. What a child I am sometimes. My Nephew's eyes were as big as semi tires and the look on his faced probably mirrored mine. He was trying to ask me about the fire crackers as I sat down next to him. I didn't answer him, but instead reached in my pocket for a handful of booming goodies, and secretly handed them to him under the table. Whispering to him I said, "Don't use them all at once and be careful"! He nodded with excitement and snuck off toward the glowing fire. It wasn't more than a minute before a series off  loud popping sounds caused most to raise slightly out of their seats as their faces contorted slightly at being startled. All I could do was smile and act surprised as I worked on making another Deviled egg disappear.

     Surprisingly, nobody said anything to either one of us, and seemed to take it all in stride. After all, it was only one day away from the explosion holiday and this kind of thing was to be expected. With this in mind; I asked my nephew to be my photo assistant and he gladly agreed. Getting my tripod and setting  it close to the fire; I entrusted him with the remaining fire crackers. "Throw one at a time into the fire when I tell you", I instructed him. He just nodded and stood ready for my command. My camera was set to a long exposure as I told him to toss the first one. More popping and banging, but this time I was documenting the violence among the hot coals. My experimentation included panning, zooming, panning while zooming and just tilting the camera. Each time my expert assistant either faithfully tossed the package right where they needed to go, or poked at them with a stick to get them into the flames. He especially seemed to enjoy the ladder rather than the former.  It took many more packages to get the right look for the photo I wanted, but it was a fun photo shoot. After perusing the many images; I chose this one for the  implied movement, and deep black surrounding the glowing lines. Yet again I believe the personality of the flames has come out, and I imagine I will continue to re-visit fire in the days ahead to continue my exploration. For now, it is time to put my camera away and get back to making those Deviled eggs disappear. I fear that by tomorrow it may well be my stomach that is exploding as well as the fireworks.

Happy Shooting.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I have reached the half way point.

     I have now completed the first half of Project 365!!! Although I still have writing to catch up on; I am up to date though d-183 which is the half way mark. Thanks to my family, and  all of you that have encouraged me, followed along with me, and voiced your support in so many ways. Special thanks to my bro Jordie who commanded me not to quit. It is good to have friends. It is great to be half way done. Lord, please grant me the strength to finish well; To finish strong and thank you for walking with me on this journey.

Happy Half Way Point!

Friday, July 2, 2010

Project 365 d-183

     As I headed into work this afternoon for a night shift, I knew that I wold most likely be photographing at night. Working at night makes for a challenge with Project 365 because I'm usually so tired after my shift. Plus, I wanted to try something different if it were possible within the place I had to be. When I took my lunch break; I took my camera with thinking that something interesting might present itself. As it turns out, I ate my lunch without anything interesting coming my way, so I headed back inside to finish my night.

     The rest of the night seemed to go by very quickly, and soon I was gathering my things to head home. There is always a few minutes of down time at the front of the store before the employees punch out and leave the building. While we were all standing there; I took out my camera and began taking shots of the ceiling lights with long exposures. Moving to the left, and to the right, twisting, and turning as I slashed at the air with my camera. "What are you taking pictures of", asked one of my co-workers? "Just taking long exposures of the lights for a bit of light painting", I explained. I just got this look that seemed to say "Oh, that's nice". It makes me want to try and explain myself, and I hate when I feel that way. Ultimately, there will always be those who will be unimpressed, unmoved, and uninterested in what I'm doing. Still, I know that there will be enough who do care, and are interested in my work. Really I guess you could say I need them both. I'm trying to create something out of nothing in spare moments that seem to have no use. My goal is to prove that art is everywhere all the time like succulent,  ripe fruit hanging from a tree waiting to be picked. Needing to be picked and needing the farmers to harvest them. That's it! I'm an "Image Farmer and the images I photograph are my crops. That really resonates with me as it seems an apt way to describe what I am doing. It suddenly made the whole concept of what I was doing more simple. More special. I was a Farmer and it was time to harvest.

     We all punched out and headed out the door to our cars. As usual we all walk slow and make small talk as we head into the parking lot. Tonight I decided to keep my camera out and farm while we walked out. Holding my camera near my chest; I snapped many frames as we all walked. At one point, I turned back toward the building to interact with one of my co-workers, and I squeezed off a shot.  It seemed like we were just walking out to our cars, yet we were really walking into a grand Orchard full of delicious fruit ready to be picked and then devoured.  I must admit to feeling a bit of power wash over me at the thought that I realized this and they didn't. Right in their midst I was harvesting art and salivating at how good it was going to taste. Even if I told them to look at the trees and see what is there; I doubt that most of them could see it. They are not farmers, and while I don't feel superior because of this; I feel more alive and connected to my surroundings. They need me; conversely, I need to provide visual nutrition for them. As I set in my car before leaving; I glanced at what I had reaped, and I saw I had harvested a good crop. I smiled as I pulled out of the Orchard and wandered how many were still out there that even I hadn't seen. In time I suppose new ones will sprout up before me, and I will be ready. After all, I am an Image Farmer in the Land of Mundane.

Happy Farming.

Project 365 d-182

     Clowning around with this paper mache head my daughter made at camp in my garage. From the moment I saw it; I thought it sort of had a life force to it. So, today while she was back at camp; I snuck into her room and grabbed the head for a little photo time. Since I had no way to hold it, or support it; I had to resort to holding it with an outstretched arm as I photographed. It was a little challenging to say the least, but I had fun doing so. In my garage there are two big windows that let a lot of natural light in. Even though you cannot see the window my goal was to make the clown head appear to be gazing outside. Also, I tried holding it so you could see the window, but it became a distraction. Without the window worked better because it allowed the background to fall off into black. When my daughter got home from camp; I showed this to her and she got a big smile across her face. She immediately started asking me if she could photograph it too. "Maybe", I told her. "I simply cannot allow you to copy my project dear", I informer her. She just stood there giving me a look that said, "Daaaaad, don't be dumb"! After all, why should she settle for a photo of this when she clearly has access to photograph an even bigger clown anytime she wants. I'll let you figure out just who that is.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-181

     Went driving this evening after a softball game looking for a photograph. Driving down dusty, old country roads is nothing new to me; however, this one just about rattled my teeth loose from my mouth. There was a thick, dusty cloud trailing behind me that looked like a mix of smoke and fog.  It made much of the green landscaped look sickly from the chalky coat it deposited on the leaves and grass. Near the small town that I live in there is a nice little place to snow ski. It really seems strange to have something like this in such a small place, but it is a fantastic place to cut some powder without having to take the time or expense to drive out of town to a big name place. With this in mind, I headed there in hopes that seeing it during this time of year would produce some photos.

     As I got near, it wasn't the ski park that caught my eye, but this cool barn on the other side of the gravel road. It just sat there tucked back behind the strangling brush content to wither away. There was a big black and orange sign that read "No Tresspassing", so I stayed on the road. I dearly wanted to get up closer to it to see what secrets it had to share. The challenge was that the barn was just a little too obscured for a good shot. Still, as I look at it now there seems to be a mystery to this image. Maybe it's not such a bad thing for it to be partially hidden as it makes me wonder all the more what it would look like up close. Not knowing who owns it makes it hard to gain permission for a closer look. Sometimes you have to get what you can get and be content that another opportunity may present itself for a re-shoot. Today, I was just happy to have a decent image to notch into my camera case and set my sights on tomorrow.

Happy Shooting.

Project 365 d-180

     For about a year now, I have been remodeling the home we moved into last summer. Part of this involved tearing out an old furnace, taking down a drop ceiling and other things that left me with metal junk pile. Well today I finally took the time to do something with this junk pile.  So, I loaded borrowed my Dad's truck, loaded up all the junk, and headed to the scrap yard. Sitting on the seat next to me was my camera of course as I knew there would most likely be great stuff to photograph. Whether or not I would be allowed to wander around the grounds was another thing, and I didn't get my hopes up. On many different occasions I had driven by this scrap yard and saw the wonderful piles of art just waiting to be photographed. I kept saying to myself, "One of these day's I'm gonna ask for permission to photograph there". The days just seem to keep rolling by when I would drive by with the same result, it would disappear in my mirror as I drove on by. Today was different though. Project 365 was in full swing and demanded that I take action, As I pulled the truck onto the big scale; I decided to do just that.

     A young lady sitting high above me behind dust covered glass waived me on through. Pulling off the scale, I headed into the lot and toward a gentlemen who was directing people and vehicles. He told me to go straight ahead and turn to the right. "Down just a little ways from there you can dump your scrap", he advised. The yard was buzzing with activity. It was like a mini city with trucks coming and going all while big machines were busy moving, and processing the scrap. As I turned right just as the yard foremen told me; I saw the pile where the scrap was dumped in order to be placed into bigger piles elsewhere. I saw a Chinese man walking around inspecting the various piles and he was carrying a chunk of steel in his hands. It seemed to me that he had been hunting with success, and hoped the same thing was in store for me as well. There were other "Scrapers" there too throwing their salvaged metal into the same pile I was now throwing mine. It occurred to me that this might be a way of life for some people, and they were making a living by scrapping. That made me smile, and I envied them for doing what they loved, and doing it by their rules. Maybe my photography project was similar though any payoff for me wouldn't come till I had emptied my load of photos three hundred and sixty five times. Still , there was a kinship I believe amongst free spirits who see value where other only see junk. Seems like a  good photo project to follow "Scrappers" around on their salvage quests. Tucking that away for next years schedule among the many others that I'm dreaming about.

     As I heaved the scrap from the truck bed, I was amazed at the beauty that was all around me. It was like being on an Island of Randomness where the seeming chaos of twisted metal stimulated the mind of those able to recognize its worth. I felt alive here among these cast-aways, and I longed to tell their story. The last piece of scrap left my hands and twisted, and tumbled through the air before it fell into the ever growing pile. The sound it should have made when it hit the pile was swallowed up by the symphony of the yard. Climbing back into the cab, I headed back out and toward the scale. The same young lady waived to me again that it was OK to proceed off the scale and to the parking lot. After I parked, I walked toward the steps that would take me up to where the young lady was. To the place where I would find out if I could photograph where days before I had only witnessed from the highway. The office was small and looked like what I imagined it would look like. Functional and plain with no need to impress anyone that came through the door with fancy offices. There was no need because the young ladies that were behind those time worn counters were all the decoration it needed. They smiled and were gracious as I the scrapping virgin stood before them not knowing what I was supposed to do. After getting my information, a young lady reached into a drawer and handed me nearly fifty dollars. It was plain to see why truck after truck had been coming through the lot. It was a nice little payday, but I was hoping for a bigger pay day.

     With nothing to loose, I bravely explained Project 365 to her and asked if I could wander around and photograph.  "Sure", she said without hesitation. "Whew", I thought to myself as I thanked her and proceeded out the door to get my gear from the truck. After I grabbed my photo bag, I walked back toward the lot and was surprised to see that same sweet lady standing at the bottom of the steps I had just come down. "I really have been photographing everyday since the beginning of the year", I told her as I fidgeted with my camera. She didn't seem suspicious, but just curious to why somebody would find this lot full of junk so appealing. "There is just a lot of art to be found in there", I explained as she stood there patiently. She nodded her head and I thanked her again as I proceeded into the yard. There was the same foreman standing there and I spoke to him as I past. "This place is beautiful and there is a lot of photo opportunities", I said. "Yes and there is some good money too", he said smiling as I walked by. Walking down the path I had taken in the truck; I could now see a huge, and hungry beast grabbing bits of metal from the pile I had helped make. It lurched forward then dropped down with precision to bite the pile with its mechanical jowls. Then it rose again as if to look around to be wary of other predators who might try and steel its meal. Once it was satisfied its prey was safe it lifted up with a heaping mouth full toward the other side of the pile. It did this repeatedly, and I began tracking it with my lens hoping to capture the animal as it fed. Some sort of a silver washer had stuck to the side of the beasts head and it looked like a huge eye staring back at me. The afternoon sky was perfectly blue with big fluffy clouds looking down upon this primal moment, and I fired again and again as it swept down to feed from the metal carcus.

     After getting my fill of the yellow monster; I walked around the rest of the yard and saw many wonderful things and took many photographs. It was overwhelming with so many subjects all around me, and it became difficult to keep from hurrying as something else was always catching my eye. It was getting late and I decided to head back to the office and say thanks one more time. Up the steps and into the office I went. The same sweet lady was back behind her deck doing her work. "Thanks again", I said. She nodded as she went about her business. "If you want to follow along with my project, here is the address", and I spoke it out loud. She asked one of the other wonderful young ladies to pull it up on her PC as she moved toward her desk. The both seemed interested and the second young lady asked how you get to the rest of the photos. I stepped around her desk and showed her where to click and she scrolled through the images. The lady who had paid me held out a piece of paper to me and invited me to a motorcycle show that was coming up. "I would love to go, and will do so if I can", I told her. "Well you should be able to see the image from today fairly soon", I said walking toward the door. "Hopefully, I will get invited back again", I queried as I walked toward the door. "You might", she replied. "Thanks and have a nice day", I said and walked out the door. Walking down the steps and toward my truck; I remembered the Chinese man who was carrying around a piece of steel. He had been hunting like me and he had scored a steel trophy. As I thought about what I had just photographed and the nice people I had interacted with; I knew that I had some trophies from my hunt as well.

Happy Scrapping.

Project 365 d-179

     Headed down to the water late this afternoon in search of an image. There is this long stretch of highway that runs right by a huge lake near a forest preserve. I love to go there because there is sort of a waterfall as the water from the lake drains into a spillway under a bridge and is swiftly carried down the other side toward the river. You cannot park close by, so it is a little bit of a walk to get there. The walk felt   good and there were a lot of interesting things to look at along the way. Plus, once you get close to the water occasionally there are Egrets fishing that are unable to see, or hear you coming. If you are careful the rush of the falling water masks your approach enough for some close up photography. Today there was only a single bird waiting for me. Not a fishing bird, but a pecking, hopping bird gorging itself on bugs completely unconcerned with me.

     As I drew near the bridge, I saw this bird tight-rope walking on the edge of the falls pecking at insects as it hopped along. It would do a little dance down the whole length of the cement spillway and then fly off. About five minutes after it flew away it came back and repeated the entire process again, and again. Unexpectedly, it came back not toward the spillway, but it flew toward the barbed wire fence on the side. Two shots were all that I got and this was one of them. It looked surreal when I peaked at the image on my LCD. It was like the bird was some sort of messenger, or providing a sign. Frozen just before it landed, a little soft, but it's a good exposure that seems like something out of a dream.

Happy Shooting.